Saturday, December 3, 2011

Do things change?

Feels like I m writing after a long time... but since there is such a huge audience waiting for me so I apologize to them for the delay... hahahahaha....

Monotony has become a part of life now and sometimes even in that monotony I tend to find patterns of interest. Something or the other keeps changing. I look back at what I used to be and what I am now, there is a gap which seems hard to fill. I wasn't like this. Then how did I become the way I am right now. They say people never change, but they do in many ways. I heard it once in a movie, sometimes things change and sometimes they don't. Its true.

Wishing I could go back to what I used to be but it seems like I have forgotten the path. I think that path is lost with the innocence of childhood. But there is still one thing that I have found to be consistent and thank God for that, as it is the only thing that helps sometimes, writing.

I recently had an interview where I was asked what kind of things I write? In my CV its written that I like to write about everything and just about anything. So the HR asked me to write a few lines about anything. At first I was nervous but the moment I held the pen in my hands I knew exactly what I had to write about. And the flow started. I could have written more but had to hold my pen down. The other girl in the interview cam to me later asking about what I had written. At first I thought maybe she hadn't understood my scratchy handwriting. But she questioned my motives behind writing that piece. It was about Saccharine.

I felt more confident then ever. I was cool as an ice and steady as a rock. I got through. Anyways, There are things that do change and you can't help it, its the growth process but thank God somethings don't change or I would have lost myself entirely now.